Blah.

there's this poem i wrote a loong time ago entitled "Abused" & i re-write it every so often, each time, i find a new meaning. i find times like this priceles, getting lost in your own writing & finding yourself again, finding more of yourself in fact. it's ironic that by revisiting pain you can not only analize it, but re-define it.

Eh, I Felt Like Sharing

I figured i'd actually write to my readers again, since this will only be my third time (i'm usually posting & leaving) & tell you all a bit more about me. : )

first of all, I have this unusual & unwavering love for anything that is culture. the human race never ceases to amaze me. All the more reason why i'm seeking a career in the art of what you not-so-awesome beings choose to wear everyday & the psychology of it all. Yes, i'm going to be a real-life Fashion Designer. Not a model/singer/actress/graphic designer/dancer/, / ,/ (all that stuff's great) BUT my passion lies in business & culture, & the only thing that embodies those two with my third love, ART,is none other than Fashion.

ANYWAY, if it hasnt been established, I feel the same way about music. as in, when i hear something incredibly INSANE I know immediately, & so do others. It's like this mode, that maybe everyone has but I haven't noticed because im usually to engrossed in what I'm hearing that makes everything else nonexistent. . I have no idea but its one of the best feelings ever, when you can feel what you're hearing in your soul everything on your mind goes away.

There's this very unattractive face I make when something's ill, & the vibe is perfect, there just aren't any words. 

if someone can give me that at a live show & i've never heard of them before, they've got my respect.

Lyrics are some of the most powerful things that we have as humans, because they're words we speak into the lives of others. these words are spoken to their situations, exact emotions,  & experiences. I'm not a musician, nor a lyricist, or rapper, but my connection to those who are and what they give me is real. 

no need for justification.

okay so, this post was completely & utterly pointless BUT, someone'll love it.  ; )

"put your pen to the paper & write." ; it's the little things. 

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This Place We Call Home, Detroit & Its Culture, & Seeing It All Evolve

Hello All,

I know i've been MIA for some time now, researching, interning, & plain goofing off & enjoying my Summer as we all should. But i felt the need to take the time out to address thoughts that have constantly been burning in my mind. I absolutely love my city & the culture it engulfs. In the past year & a half i'll say, i've been influenced, inspired, & amazed by the culture, creativity, & productivity of people my age & slightly older. I am 16 & over this time period i've discovered that my generation has NOW, & we aren't taking it for granted. From the music scene, to fashion, to photography, the media & journalism--we're here.

Being apart of it all makes me feel alive, I really mean that I could never just go back to being a 'normal' teen, WHY? when I have the ability to do so much more than the movies or river walk on the weekends. When I have the resources at my fingertips to be something more, NOW, not later, not when Im older, NOW. I was never normal but geesh, I hated only knowing other kids who'd look at me funny if I explained to them my future plans or that I paint in my free time & like indie movies & art galleries. Being surrounded by other people you can relate to & talk to on several occasions about your passions is a blessing.

The most exciting part is that the crowd (I recently learned we're grouped as the 'hipster' crowd : /--hate how society labels things that are different, lol at them being the same.) I associate myself with has no problem prevailing in their passion, no matter what it is, no one is afraid to make their own lane. We've all come a long way, all of us have changed somehow, some for the better, & gaining local fame or recognition has changed some of us for the worst unfortunately. But all in all, Im just glad there is so much unity in this new melting pot of culture I call my home. We've made our own lane as we took a detour from the mainstream. Great shit, seeing as the city is in great turmoil, we are the last hope, it's understood. We're just kids, going for our dreams, not following trends, we make our own, & instead of selling drugs or earning 'street cred', our main focus is above, young people with positive focus, jet setting & such. It's an ever-evolving culture, This is what I live for.

Walking Away..

Finding something special seems to be the HARDEST thing you can possibly attempt to do at this day & time. you can't be yourself apparently because humans expect you to be too many things at once, myself & I have come to the agreement that we just don't DRENCH others with attention, we're VERY sorry because apparently, thats ALL humans want these days.
I just dont smother... i'm terribly sorry about this guys, its just not me. You just have to command my attention, its not a personal thing, i guess i'm just a loaner & most of the time the little attention i give, i think im being too clingy.
But i've learned that maybe i should just walk away from it all & chill, find someone who is happy with my weird balance of communication & attention, i'd much rather chill with you than chat/text/call you 24/7; never knew it was a problem. Just thoughts♥